Day Two, Let Me Introduce Myself, I'm a Big Fat Cheater

Day two was MUCH harder on the liquids than day one. Actually, day one ended with a plate of cheat and a side of I have no will power.
I caved around 10:30 last night and had a plate of carrots. Which wouldn't have been too too bad except for the ranch dressing I dipped them in. I have no spine, no character, no will, no nothing. I am a heaping pile of weak.
Today I did fine until I was driving home with groceries and caved AGAIN only this time I dug in the back seat for the loaf of flax seed and whole wheat bread and the jar of peanut butter (organic so at least it didn't have any sugar) and just to make sure my self esteem is completely obliterated, I spread the peanut butter on the bread, with my fingers, while I was driving. But it tasted damn good and I think I moaned a little while I was eating it.
I will strive for adherence to the liquid fast but it's becoming apparent that I won't get perfection. I bought fat free ranch dressing just in case that late night carrot craving gets the best of me again.
I swear though, my wedding rings are feeling a bit loose! Could just two days net me a slight loss?
The massive amount of nutrisweet I'm consuming is giving me a raging headache and diarrhea; and not the usual diarrhea of the mouth that I'm normally plagued with either.
I'll try again tomorrow to adhere to the diet as I keep reminding myself of why I'm putting myself through this hell and the end results. It will be worth it right?
I am obsessed with how shitty I feel and how hard this is. So much so that I can think of nothing else to blog about except my own personal hell at the moment. And yes actually, no one else has EVER had to do anything as hard as this. Ever.